One Message Received

I am a woman – ambitious, thoughtful, faithful, unselfish, caring and loving. These are just my optimistic sides and for my negative behaviours, I’m still on the process of replenishing decorum that will mould me as a better person.

It may not be worthless in thinking delicacy to a free profusion of willingness in progressing humanity and decency that we constantly adequate to be as a “good Samaritan” in our entire life. Be a model to be one of the finest teen in this generation. The generation that I`m belong. All and sundry wants change but change amend into unseemly evocative way. For whatever reasons, just stick to your mind that if you want to help the others, its all about the willingness that can we offer by not forcing yourself to do even you don’t have any power to bestow.

Well the story goes on this.

How will I find salvation?

August 8, 2011. It was a salvation day for my throbbing body after being a victim of wearisome yesterday because of finalizing in one of the requirements in our major subject - doing a short film, yet, a motivating morning vanish the twinge I feel. A refreshing sun dampened to my skin tenderly. It was a vast day, I said because that wonderful ambience of the environment was a sign of good ride in traveling the way to our school. It was about 7:30 in the morning when I went outside. The bus stopped as I moved my right hand up and down. From our place, it is almost one hour before reaching Batangas City – location of our school. An empty seat on the right side of the bus destined me to sit on. My voyage commenced of thinking how to polish all the

things to do in all of my subjects. On that moment of time, my mind was like a gasping dog, tricky to conceptualized what kind of real story of mine, I will pass to my ``Writing for Print`` subject. Then a scanty seconds passed, I saw the sign of ``SK``- Sangguniang Kabataan. Yes! I have one, I yelled to my mind.

What a break that was!

 A fifteen year old, third year high school student, an ordinary girl, a happy go lucky and a gaiety type person, decided to join in Sangguniang Kabataan (SK) Election. What a break that was! In our barangay entering in the world of politics even in low position is a big thing to consider. After I passed all the forms to run as a SK Chairwoman, others tried to discourage me asking what I know about politics, that I’m too young for that slot and they said that it is not a game for me to play on. They just don’t really know what my real intentions are. Though I’m not that serious what they are thinking to me was not true. I don’t care to them whatever they said, what I know is, I have the right to decide on my own. Win or lose, I’m still a champion, there’s no harm on trying, right?

What`s my real intention?

It was my opportunity to convey my real feelings on how to be a helped to my co-barangays. Having a vision to smash the corruption and uphold the peacefulness in our area are just the things I want to work on if ever I’ll win. Even I am younger than the other entrants, through the help of my determination, I had no regrets since I made my decision regarding on that particular serious matter. Others said that I am too young for that position if ever I`ll win but I am still standing for it and clash for my intentions. I knew to myself that my mind was enough to think what are good or bad was. On that point of time, I had so many plans if God will give me that lucky break, I will become serious. I am not pretending but I am assuming to get that sit, not for my own benefits but for a new hope to everyone.

It’s not just all about me!

It is not just all about me, it is all about changes, it’s all about a new hope and it is all about us. To get in touch to a healthy and wealthy living that many of us wishing for it is a big thing to reach. If we can only wedged the money-hunter, disfigure the acts of being swagger in society, to upset the oppression in our country, and kill the odious manner that destroy the other`s reputations. As well as by simply exploiting the law suitably, encompass concern to our country, showing love to others, giving care who are in need, to whoop for our rights, multiplied the honesty in government and have the dream to uplift for the goodness of everyone. I think this world will gonna be a perfect one. These are the lists of changes that I`m wishing for. Even you!, I hope you are agree to that. I think you are thinking that I`m over reacting and extending my role as an ordinary person but I`m just considering this opportunity as a big thing to me.

Though ``SK`` is just a stumpy and a miniature spot, I make out to do something good – I said to my pledged. Promising is not just a suggestive way but also to act on it by offering your heart to the responsibility that will come. Determination knocks my soul as I started the campaigning. On that time, I am very busy like a president in a company. Everyday seems to be active. My convincing smiles spread out in our barangay together with my councillors. We don`t care whether the dire weather will became a hindrance to us. 

Announcement.!

I woke up early to vote and of course, I wrote my name and my councillors’ names. I am gazing to the people who are on their way to the voting area and thinking if they also write my name. Until the night came, the counting of votes started. My members and I decided not to witness, were just waiting for the announcement.

The night passed by......

“Tenenenten – tenenenten – tenenenten – ten”. One message received! “Tug-tug-tug-tug”, heartbeats palpitate so fast before I opened my cell phone as I heard theringtone. Inbox – you failed! I am not the said winner. Opportunity failed on me. After reading that, I belched while staring to the message. My heart is like a crushing plane, I am so sad at that moment. It is like a “HCM”-(Heart Catching Moment) part of the film. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah - expression to that moment. I cried and cried and cried for the whole night, no one stopped me on weeping.

Don’t give up!

Well, that’s life! It’s time to use the discovery of moving on. Before, I’m thinking that if ever I’ll win, I’ll do my best to do my obligations. Just as if the other candidates are also devoted and have the same instincts for development but then again these ideas must be done. I am bow to my family owing to the fact that they made me realize that it is not a competition but it is presenting what kind of heart we can offer to the people. Position is not important for you to help.

Times up!

Piiiiiiiiiiiip.........the bus stopped. Conceptualizing must be done as the conductor said that “oh! It’s Lyceum, Lyceum”. An hour passed, it’s already 8:30 in the morning. Kiriring-kiriring - the bell rang, time to attend for the first subject. Another vacant seat is waiting for me on the classroom. I hope I can think another one while waiting to my professor.